Then I saw you yesterday, driving the opposite way. We locked eyes and didn’t stop staring until our vehicles totally passed each other. You have no idea how much that messed me up even more that I already am. Then that song came on, you know the one that goes "If you ask me how I’m doing I would say I’m doing just fine I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind, but I go out and I sit down at a table set for two and finally I’m forced to face the truth. No matter what I saw I’m not over you" What’s even more weird is that it came on as soon as our back bumpers were like in a line. Then my heart just fills up with sadness because I miss everything we used to be. Like when we would play draw something and before you would draw what I was supposed to guess you would draw I <3 U. It was a real heart though not the less than three bullshit. I know I’m supposed to be happy I found a good guy who is sweet and treats me great and I do really like him and this is all your fault! EVERYTIME I start to be happy once again you just pop up out of nowhere. I don’t know I guess I will always have this hold on you. I believe we are unfinished business. I don’t know what it is but there is deff something that has not been finished between us or you wouldn’t still be popping up. I just hope it gets finished soon, I dont know how much longer I will be able to do this. </3
tagged as: unfinished business. love. him. ex. broken. crazy. black dodge.
posted on January 21, 2013